A spark in The winter cold..........

its winter now.. or it almost is.. it snowed a week ago.. and i think having someone by your side to hold and to cherish makes the bitter cold winters alot more bearable... we went up to the mountains the day it snowed... ( or rather the day after..and there were still loaads of snow left.. ) we made a snow man and a lil dog pet for it.. and a tall tower with a heart on it, well the initial idea started with building a massive snowman.. but yeah it kinda evolved....ha.. yeah... i called home the other day.. and guess what ching got 254 for her psle... ha.. i thnk mum should be pretty pleased.. andshe told me to ring you cos you were gonna have your econs paper... and yeah she said you sounded worried.. i think you should have finished your paper by now..

jin emailed me an article on horoscopes and compatibility.. and yeah.. i was wonderin just how you believe in that? do we not seek to carve and shape our own lives.. how can horoscopes be true for pple when there are trillions of pple that are virgos or scorpios.??? but yeah i'm one of those trillion pple that fall prey to things like that.. reading bout tmrs future.. whether i'll have a lucky day or not.. anywwya back to the topic.. wat if you read and know that tmr you're gonna have an unlucky day.. or that you and someone ain compatible .. wat next? this is the part of astrology i never quite liked. but then again we all like to hear nice things.

Being in a relationship provides spiritual and emotional ( add on physical is you like) fufilment... peppered with excitment and loads of emotional attachment. Cos you want only to see happiness in the other party...... i think i have a problem coping with anger. or rather other pple's anger. its weird. i hate it when pple get angry... like how when mum gets angry.. or when my frens get angry... i feel my heart wrench.. and then i become at a loss.... if only the world was full of happy pple.. maybe i should start cloning myself and i can take over the world! haha

anyway.. onto light hearted matters........ jin was really sweet a few days back.. he made this mobile like thing when pictures hanging from it.. and i got a pink rose... ha.. my first bouquet of flowers in england. i love getting stuff that he makes........ everything is so sweet and pretty.... the best gifts are always handmade ones...

time flies when i'm with him.. could laze ard in bed for hours and it would never be enough.... gazing into he's eyes.... having someone to hug and hold... makes me wonder why i never met him earlier? hahah.. but yeah... i'm glad i did.....

alright its 6pmm here..and i'm my computer lab waiting for my fren ( called, waiting) and so dark.... sigh.. gotta get my computing coursework done.. you like me know how your exams went yeah? take careloads.. miss you.