decomposed

Square and Circle

aiyah i know i havent blogged for a long time.


anyway dan and i... nth good is happening la. he needs sometime to think... i think it's good i want him to sort out his thought too. i just feel that he is escaping from reality. he needs to sit and bring himself back. well, as for me... i shall wait for the news hoping it is good. but then any news for me is good news. at least he didnt disappear and leave me wondering what happened. well, if he decides to stay with me, it'll be good i dont exactly want him to leave anyway. if he leaves, i'll be cool. it's better for him and me. he'll be stress free and i wont be so troubled by what he's thinking or if he still loves me.

yeah. all good things must come to an end.

well apart from that distraught news, i'm going brisbane with serene this friday for a week which is good. a time for me to clear my thoughts live freely.

i'll miss him tho'

anyway, my studies are coming along fine. i'm doing well enough.

yixuan and i are getting along well.

made a bit of money from interest rates. and i'm spending well within budget.

hmm.. hope things are good for you. :)

there is so much i want to say. but... where should i start. i havent talked to mummy since. oh well...they - mummy and daddy - keep reminding me about boy/girl relationship.

i want to run away but i'll be strong and face it. what cant kill you will make you stronger.

oh well... maybe i was too quick to judge daniel. but there are no regrets.

i just want someone who will love me. who will care. who will be there. he doesnt have to be rich he doesnt have to be a high flyer. he doesnt need to bring me the world. only mean the world to me.

i just want to smile at his words, to laugh with him, to curl up beside him.


oh well. it's late anyway.


crying makes me sleepy.


2 24 am. *yawns*

nights.